Friday, July 31, 2009

i was on call on the last tuesday and thursday. both were damn busy. i repeat BUZY and i am too old to work like that i think. Initially i am confused, why i work and struggle too hard to keep an Indonesian alive after he was shot by police for robbing an oldfolks house. i repeat a robber. i am confused. but i tell myself...lets keep him alive so that he will served his sentenced in a jail and maybe maybe he can tell us who else involves in the robbery. So that is why i keep on pumping blood, fluid and titrating his inotrope and give him mmm morphine so that he didnt feel the pain. But is it worth it? Dunno!!!

Met Hanan the other day. She is 7 month pregnant. married with sham. mmmmmm staying in Bangi and work in KLCC. no changes at all. STill the same Hanan that i know since matrics time.

Now.. i am in Manjung. glad that i didnt on call this weekend. at least.

and Malaysia lost to Australia 11-1 -> what a shame to malaysian Hockey

Friday, July 24, 2009

A Day Past By...

went to Merchant of Bollywood the other day. What can i say...WOW!!!!!!!!!!! what a show. really enjoy it (even though i tertido cket heheh. 1 or 2 secs only maaa). The dance were well choreographed. the dancers... well tak nampak pun tanda penat even though lagu dier rancak2. no sign at all. memang berbaloila walaupun tak dapat duduk dlm box. PC bilela nak dapat seat citu??? hehehe. SO agak terubat jugala lara di hatiku sbb tak dapat tgk konsert CT hari tuh.


Also watched Harry Potter. mmm tak sabar nak tunggu next sequele. tapi rasanyer lama sgt sampai terlelap also for 2secs. mungkin sbb i post call kot. dunno.

In paper today, 2 beradik mati lepas ragut beg tangan. Apa nak kata...Allah balas straight set kay deme. macam takder keje lain.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Night cruise...

Cemalam... wa pegi jalan jalan kat Lumut or should i say drive to Lumut.
Walaupun dah selalu pegi tapi entah naper... teringat zaman dulu-dulu

aku duduk Lumut dari umur 6 tahun till 13 tahun. Rumah depan laut no 21 Jalan Iskandar Shah. rumah kerajaan jer, 2 bilik, 2 tingkat. beso. dulu2 kalau nak ke toilet memalam takut giler... sbb ke beakang sgt and takde lepas bilik air tuh kawasan lapang tempat jemur baju takde atap. siang2 angin kuat giler berdentum dentam pintu. malam panas......almaklumler depan laut. Mandi laut tuh ada la sekali sekala. tapi air dia takle berseh sgt. seronok naik bot polis yg diorg ikat kat tepi tuh, pastuh berlagak tangkap ikan. hampeh tak dapat. pernah sekali tuh, tangkap ketam pastu bakar. sedappppp. bile sebut kat abah...'eh mana buleh makan, tuh ketam batu, ketam 2 alam' o..0. masa duduk sana selalu kena marah kena rotan dgn abah sbb main sampai tak ingat rumah. tapi adik2 aku tak pernah dah kena rotan. agaknyer bapak aku dah tua, tu sbbnye marah tak sgt. hehe. AKu dulu sekolah kat Sekolah Kebangsaan Lumut. Jalan kaki jer. 720 baru kuar rumah. sampai ngam2 bunyi loceng. Sekolah kat situ meme best. cikgu pun best. dengar citer salah sorg cikgu aku dah meninggal. inallillah.... aku head of prefect, no satu setiap tahun kecuali masa darjah 6. (no2 tapi satu markah je tertinggal dgn yus) Ragawati sukan...seronok sbb masa tuh takder pikir bende yang lain. ingat nak main jer. tak pernah ingat nak baca buku pun. Balik dari kelas, before sampai rumah, panjat bukit, pokok, Buat kejer skolah pun sekali sekala jer. kalau tak siap, esok lupa bawak buku. hehehe! mujur cikgu tak rotan. Entah camner buleh dapat 4A. alhamdulillah. Pernah sekali bulan puasa, aku lupa buleh panggil nak beli aiskrim. Nasib baik kak hajar tanya aku posa ke tak. kalau tak kenyang dah masa tuuh. heheh

91 aku kena pindah. tapi masa tuh aku kat asrama Sekolah Menengh Raja shahriman. cuma masa aku sampai rumah kat manjung tuh N1 Fasa 1D1 (syiqiAh duduk situ kot la nih) brg2 dah selesai angkut. cuma nak kemas jer. Rumah lama aku kat Lumut tuh nak kena roboh for pembangunan. 19 tahun berlalu. yupp rumah aku masih ada tapi more tu haunted house, tapi Lumut mmg banyak berubah. Kedai Mara dah berubah rupa. Jeti pangkor lagi lawa dari jeti Langkawi. pendek kata mmg 95% perubahan can be seen. yg masih ada dari dulu sampai sekarang kedai haji basir, murugan store, post office, maybank, kedai ali, ng kuok thai holding. padang bola, rest house dah takder. sape sangka yg kat marina wing tuh dulu hutan paya tapi sekarang....alhamdulillah. Malaysia aman makmur. dulu2 takder rusuhan, tunjuk perasaan. tgk indonesia, tgk thailand. tak habis2 bom sana sini, tembak sana sini. aku rasa kalau aku rakyat sana tido mlm pun tak lena. Walaupun mak bapak aku tak kaya, tapi aku bersyukur dgn aku yg aku ada.


i am not a politician not a follower but just thinking if pakatan rakyat memerintah will it still be the same? Will melayu still have a say in their own country? maybe i am too comfortable, but i am greatful with mahathir for his vision and mind, Malaysia now is what malaysia is now. I am proud of being /\Malaysian.
mmmmmmmm
Initially July really depressed me...
EOD call 4 kali even though dah cukup org
pastu 3 weeekends call
3 patients died during my call
2DKAs (and 1 is very young only 15 years old) 1 unknown cause
i have problem installing antivirus to my new computer
BUT
today
i managed to reinstall anti virus and it works
cake yg aku masak hari nih menjadi walaupun first time guna that resepi and a few bahan takde
balik manjung
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh lega
elated maybe the best word that can desctribe how i feeling now!!!


PAS menang with small majority kat Manik Urai...
i think they should say alhamdulillah instead still blaming other people. I am confused, really confused




Saturday, July 4, 2009

D3, last day...

WEnt to Jamilah jewelleries.... if only i have time and money sure i buy a lot.
crystal, pearl, brooch all nice nice one. mmm i like!

i am in airport terminal 2, huh lamanye lagi my flight.
so many people... yupp the ACA participants >1000 not including their relative.
some are wearning mask, mostly didnt. H1N1... some people thing it is just the gimmick by drug company forcing us to buy anti viral almaklumlah recession now. They said it is only a normal/usual flue and only malaysia and Hong Kong did isolates suspected patient. USA and other countries didnt do much about it. no cotact tracing. SO they said only Malaysia Government stupid. is it? to me they are the one who is ignorance. look at the number of death in USA and other country. to me theres nothing wrong with what kkm did (except bekukan cuti.. hahaha).

really enjoy my weekend in Sabah. a lot more i want to do. Island hoping, white water rafting, go to cultural village (the name i cant remember).

I stayed in Promenade Hotel which if i nak kena datang again sini, and i have a choice, i will never ever stay in promenade...

Ananda Krishnan buying English Football club???

Day 2

prelenarium (betoi ka wa punya ejaan) mmm sempat gak dengar then symposium...interesting. tapi ............nature cruise along sungai senggama (ntah tak berapa nak ingat nanti check) memang berbaloi. 180!!!
even though the journey there quite boring as it took 2 hours to reach there, but all the pain are worth it. Got to see probosis (aik cam tak betui ja) monkey or dutch monkey, silver leave monkey and KERA. dutchmonkey are called like that as it resembles dutchman, protruding nose, hairy and big belly. it has 2 stomachs so that the first one can tapis all the poison they ate and the 2nd stomach for digestion and all. male monkey are big and their penis are red!
silver leave monkey according to sam or sham....normally not seen during the tour as normally their tour started late around 4 pm and at that time the monkeys are all kenyang already. so wee are considered very lucky. as we have to be in pacific around 8, we missed firefly but i am happy as i really enjoyedd the view and air. it really fresh.

asean night 16th ACAz: the food nothing fantastic, but the performance from sarawak hospital, singapore, korea, vietnam, philippines really make me wants to stay. tapi sbb badan dah penat, planned for shopping at nght market also cancelled.

and now here i am...

will load pictures later........

Friday, July 3, 2009

Day 1

the day started early, at 6 but macam pukul 9.
conference: ulang alik antara magellan and pacific mmg memenatkan. org ramai lak tuh. but the view.... cantek. bilik dr zuhrah lagi cantek!!! mmm bilala nak mampu duduk dalam bilik tuh...

shopping.. mmm shall i say wwindow shopping as i didnt buy anything here. oops i did bought pendant made from shell.. nice.
then back to pacific as kononnyer i have to present my poster. hampeh tunggu dekat sejam, takde pun secretariat.

DInner...kenyang giler, but the food nothing really great. all dry. minum air je banyak. but mmm after all am enjoyed the dinner.

tomoorow maybe, maybe i will be going to nature cruise...hopefully.

What is happening to Semenanjung now? No idea.